Hey peeps! I'm back alr. Now in school's comp lab, so decide to blog. Since there's nth to do here anw. IT lesson is damn boring. In fact, it's school that is boring. Ha.
Everything had subsided I guess. Just that my dear's gonna be away for some time. Maybe, maybe not. That's the irratating part. Idk. ):
Realised that I've been pretty sensitive recently. Especially the past few days. Made him worried sososo much for me. & I got him angry too. I'm sorry dear.
But at least, now we managed to talk things out le. And I believe, things like that will never ever happen again. Because I'm not gonna give him hell just due to lil lil things.
This guy of mine, changed my life.
He made me feel loved. Like I'm the only one you can see in the whole universe.
Made me feel happy at times, and then suddenly sad.
He is subtle;
his jokes often mistaken by me as critising.
I feel bad for letting him feel f up always, because of my young mind.
Dear, I promise I'll wait for you. You can never imagine how much I love you. (:
Heyheyhey. I remember my promise on the essay. So, here I am! Not much of an essay to type though, just feeling rather empty. Decided to blog, w manymany questions and doubts in my brain. But I'm too afraid to clarify- I dont wanna face the truth.
Gonna go crazy one day, I swear man. Or maybe I am mad already.
He's gonna say I'm assuming things again le. NO, I'M NOT ASSUMING
Just saw that guy's old blog. OMG. I didnt knowyou were like this in the past. Guess I still dont know you that well huh. Hmmm, am being so damn sarcastic now. Yes, cos I'm not happy. Cos somehow, will anything even change you? EVen me?
LOL.
Idk.
You dont even bother explaining. Seriously, you dont care. I shouldnt go so crazy abt you, really. The result of me being obssessed is letting you treat me like this?
OMG. THIS IS KARMA. AND I DO BELIEVE IN IT.
Fcukedup now, really. I hope I'll nvr see you again, although I love you, too much. ):
I'm back again. I'm in school, & I'm not feeling so well though. Finally blog le, like since, forever? Haha.
Miss my lil Daryl, sososo much. He's just less than 3km away from me I guess. But still.
He tends to say words that are so hurtful sometimes, like randomly, he'll blabber all those shit out. And he scolds ppl when he's sleeping. Always. -.-" That pissed me off.
I don't really have anything to type, so I'm just typing whatever that comes to my mind. HAHAHA. The class is pretty noisy, so it's hard to think peacefully.
Oh, I'm going genting, yupp. That same old place again. Gonna be leaving on th 5th of sept. Kind worried for my dear boy. I'm afraid he might be bored w/o me. Or maybe he'll realise that it's so shiok to not have me disturbing him all the time. LOL. I know baby's gonna scold me for saying that. But I think it's the truth, sometimes :/
I miss my friends. I miss Wenfen, Sherri, Amanda & Mandy. I miss Priscilla, Ping, Meijuan, Tinghui & Rumin. I miss Yukie. :D
Haha, I know, I'm random. (:
Gonna change my phone again soon enough. The charger thing is not working. ):
I realised, that I'm so crazy now. Tsk.
Hopes everything remains unchange when I'm back! & photos will be uploaded, soon.
Daryl daryl daryl; I'm glad you're not thinking already.
Well, this blog kinda turned mundane le. Ha. Couldn't really find time to blog. Unless I really have the urge to. Gonna go overseas once th sept holis start. I predict it's not gonna be fun anw. Shouldn't be any difference between the other boring family gatherings then this. Too bad daryl can't go w me.
It's Meiqi's birthday today, so.
Happy Birthday girl (:
So many things that I wanna post about, but I guess, time doesn't allow me to. Got to go now luh! Will be continuing my post soon enough. Bye ppl. ~
Hey yo peeps. I'm blogging again. Haha, not in a v good mood recently, I guess.
Cos my darling's not happy too. I'm not v sure wth is in his mind, but most probably it's abt his family; stuffs like that. Just found out something, that his ex had been calling him since that day we had our major quarrel. Like so coincidental luh! Hmm, heard from bi, that he's damn bitchhhhhh. Well, I guess so too luh. Or not she wont be bothering my BOYF when she is the one choosing to leave him -.- Fxukedup w this kind of ppl. She should at least hear the song 'Told You So' laaaaaa.
Damndamndamn pc over this kind of girl. Furthermore, she told him that she misses the days they had when she was w him. Maybe? She's practically just lying luhhhhh. She got a damn boyffff? & I know my dear's not gonna be so stupid to believe her.
So many things on my mind now, and I'm trying really hard to stop letting my imaginations run wild. Like I told him, I guess I'm only good at imagining things, nothing else. Just hope that my dear would at least cheerup, or maybe the least I could do is just staying by his side, remaining happy. (:
Bi, don't keep worrying about things that are not impt alright? Like $$, when I have enough to spend for myself, and you too- have sufficient for your own. So stop dwelling on it anymore k? You're not like my ex(s), cos I'm really damn glad to be w you.
Hey aliens, bitches. Whoever you are, viewing my pathetic blog. Just gotta say that my life's getting better & better, I mean, r/s wise ofcourse. I dont really care about school, so yupp, r/s. As most might know, I have a boyf, a very good one I guessed. Someone whom really shown me how much he cares. It's our 1 month anni ytd, on the 11july, but we quarrelled. It's a damn major one, and I broke down. Things got so worst, then even my MUM, knew what was happening. But I really have to thank my friends, who were there for me; really. You guys might ask, what's there quarrel about? When we're not even reaching months. Well, there is. Some silly and childish bickers, which grew to be bigger problems. Maybe it's because we didn't know each other that long enough, or maybe he's 19, yet i'm 15. But all these factors, are not part of my damn consideration now. I dont wanna give a fxuk, about who he is already. Cos only after ytd, then I realise, how much I need him. How deep our misunderstandings were. He's a good boyf, real real good. Maybe it's just natural, for humans to be greddy when things are going their way. Well, Imma a human too, so I guess that's why.
He got me so fcukup ytd, as he scolded me just because of one damn HERBAL TEA. This whole incident, was unnecessary. But, I've to apologise, to my love, sincerely. That I was at fault. I'm sorry. Even if it's his mistake to shout, I shouldn't have said things so awful and hurting to hear. I think, I've hurt him, letting him this think that he's not good enough. I guess, it's just me. The whole fxuking problem lies in me. Or maybe him, my boyf, who's fking subtle.
Whoever it might be, whatever it is. I just hope that he'll be fine tmr. I dont want anything to happen to him. I need this arse rascal. Daryl Chua Shang En, I NEED YOU.
Hey ppl. Finally, I'm blogging; but maybe just a short one? (: Was finding ways to put twitter inside onsugar, but it's damn complicating >< Had lots & loads of Dota sessions w baby & friends. So, not really gonna update photos, as th lanshop is dark. Yes, HOP. - means Home Of Pool @ Katong. Ha.
MY BOYF IS IN LOVE W PINK! :D School's getting more & more boring, w Mrs Kho teaching. Zzzz, the whole school's resting, yet she's teaching. New topics somemore. -.- Damn her uh. And, guess what, I only failed my geog, but i got 37th in class, over 40 ppl. Then overall in level, I've got 159/200. All because of GEOG.
Tmr's the last day of school, & I'm gonna taketaketake loads of photos! :D Just hope I don't forget to bring my cam tmr ): Ha. BIG BREAKFAST ~ Father's going school tmr, to find tcher, and also take back my mum's phone! Heehee.
Gonna collect my class tee later, & will take pics of it! Hmmm, holis are coming, & I'm so excited! Imma gonna enjoyenjoy man! Do nails, nails, nails!
Ohhhhh. Most impt of all, Marco got canned, I think, today in school (: Haha, serve him right laaaa :D I support Ping, for not forgiving him. Cos, even if it's me, I won't too. Never forgive, never forget!
Also, I took a video of a baby which my mother is babysitting now- Chloe. She roarrs like a tiger. Hmmm, you guys will know why, when I upload it up, soon.
"All that is required to feel here and now is happiness, is a simple, yet frugal heart" I'm still gonna be loving Jinyao, no matter what others might say.
Haha, :D I've just uploaded pics that I took w Mj & Pris Waiyu~ Laugh.
Went back to Junyuan Pri today, w Changheng, Ping & Zhimei. Haha! The teachers in school still remained the same as they were! Heehee, still damn funny. And Mr Patrick T--, still as gay as ever. Well, the kids there are having Meet-The-Parents session today, so they don't really have time to entertain me, so well, just walked around the school like tourists. The V-head there, named Chua Xian Wei, help us took photos! Heehee, credits to him (:
Saw my bro's photo, at one of the staircase. Ha! My bro look damn innocent then. Here's the picture. I actually took it down. Memories ley! :D
Ate there, the food was okayokay only, compared to how it is last time! Hmmm, well. But still, not bad. Just that Changheng got scammed by the stall 1 auntie, MuahChee for $1! Haha, damn funny.
After that went T1 shop awhile, then taidi-ed at Central Park till now, went home w baby! :D Some of the pics are w Ping, so will be uploading it later :D
Hey Earthlings. D: Haven't blog for long. Gotten my results, for the paperwise ones. Haha, guess what? I flunk almost everything. I've gotten back like Lit, Eng, Chinese, Physics & Bio. Passed everything except for Eng. Well, yes. I passed, but still - It's only borderline pass. Seriously just borderline.
Speechless when I saw my Physics paper. It was so easy?! Yet I just got a 27/40 ><>
Got to know of this guy, called M - - - -. Well, didnt wanna say his name out, JUST TO GIVE HIM SOME FACE. But I guess, practically almost everyone who reads my blog knows who. He's someone in my school. Yes, he.
This someone STEALS, BACKSTABBED, AND LIED. Well, he's just been found th thief that had stolen my darling's phone about a few months ago. At first, I thought he's just a bad boyf. He uses girlf's money, and even had scolded her.
Yupp, he appears to be so damn innocent that no one can even realise that he's the thief. He steals, and then pretend to be good. -.-
He'll most probably be saying, "Oh, no. It's not like that de. I've my own reasons, I need help" He always says that, when his lies were discovered. So ppl from my school, just beware of him. This guy that seemed to be so friendly, is the worse threat ever.
He might be going ns soon le, I hope not :x Baby, don't worry alrights? I'll be right here waiting. :D Nothing is gonna change the fact - that I love you <3
Heyhey ho! I just realised I haven't been posting for soooooooooo long! Yups, was so busy w exams. And stuffs like my boyf :D Life's been so far so good. And I'm glad that my friends feels the same too. Especially Pris & Mj. Ha!
Feel so damn bad cos I'm supposed to meetup Sherri, but I can't really make it. I hope both of us will be free on the next meeting. I missed her! ): Omg.
And oh. I got back my phone already. So I'm using back th 8383 number le. Argh, but unfortunately, the line's overdue, so I can't really do any outgoing contact. So please bear w me awhile ppl! I'll contact you guys soon, I promise; SOON. My advise ppl, never to use M1. It scams ppl's money. Like for the past month, my phone & sim is w the teacher, then how on earth did I even overuse that fxukedup line? Lol, some MOFO company. -.-
Baby's sleeping now, when it's like 3plus in the afternoon already. Ppl come and go in my life, but I'm satisfied w whoever I have now - Friends who cared, and my Love <3
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EVELYN (: HER BIRTHDAY'S ON 13 MAY :X
Hey ppl! :D Was busy trashing out questions about Math & Science to teachers. Exams on this Tue! Omg, and I'm so dead. I haven't even started on any revision. Hmmm, have la, but just notes writing. Haha.
I'm so gonna retain again le manxz. This week's so damn shiok laaaa. Always out w Pris, Ping, Meijuan, Tinghui, Rumin, Dion, Clara, Changheng, and lots loads of ppl! Had lots of fun while waiting for baby to end work. These ppl rocks my life!
Shaun took back his spare phone that he lent me, and I got another from Marco. Haha. Finding jobs soon after exams, or maybe just open a shop or something. Yawns, school's getting boring, very boring.
Anybody ever heard of Xiang Si Dou? Or, something like that de. It's a red seed; meant to be picked up. Wooooo. Three crazy women, went all the way from Tamp to Kallang, just to get those. Yes, and one of them is me. Haha, the other two is Meijuan & Pris, my Waiyus! :D
And to my surprise, that place where the three are, were not red. It's green! Like normal patches of grass. Only when we stand on the grass, then we realised, it's all hidden within the grasses & mud. Damn! The whole process was so funny la! All three of us have what you call 'low blood' and we were there moving around picking up seeds for 2HOURS :D Although we complained, but I guess it's worth it. At least for me, that smile on his face makes me so happy! & I'm glad I did that.
Well, but the sad thing is, the three of us were so engrossed in those yuckky insects, and seeds- that we didn't even realised WE DIDN'T TAKE ANY PHOTOS. That's it. Haha, so I can't really have illustrations on how the proccedure of this goes, only words.
Well, goodlucks friends for exams! <33
Had many wishings to wish. Firstly: HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNI, OF ME AND MY LIL BABY (:
It's Sunday. Pretty pretty sunday. I wish I've wings. To fly to you. You're at yr grandma's house, while I'm at home. Lirong and a few of bro's friends just came.
I had a dream of you, about 29feb last year. I found out, I've done you wrong, I shouldn't have leave you, to alvin. Our 2nd months anni is coming le, I'm looking forward to it, and waiting for my surprise. :D
Didn't post for days le~ Haha, gotta thanks Shaun, and my uncle. Shaun borrowed me a spare phone! Ahha, and now I finally got a phone to use le :D Laughoutloud. Ppl do get my temp number yups :D
And my uncle, gave me a digital cam. That's why I can upload photos. Heehee.
Went swensens on Friday, together w Yayun, Pingping, Meijuan, Rumin, Jasper, & a few other guys! Yayun's sacked by our school, due to the cake incident! Hmmm, well, I'm happy for her anw, cos Junyuan's not a good working place for her. She's only 19, and she has to tolerate all the nonsense of our Principal & OM. Haha. :D Saw Xiaoai over at Tm, laughoutloud. He's wearing somthing yellow w his couple. Haha, & his hair is damn short laaaa.
Ping, Me & Meijuan
Candid! :D
Marco, and someone's phone. He threw it into the water accidentally. Ha.
The weekend's over le! Didn't really get to enjoy over at the chalet. But also, cos of this chalet, I found out that baby can takecare of me v well! Haha, laughoutloud. As you guys know, I'm sick -.- Surprisingly, bi didn't leave me alone to die. In fact, he rushed here & there in his Haro from Aloha back to his house to bring me medicine! Omg, like everyone there is shocked. Including me. I'm so touched la!
Glad he came, or not I guess my head would really 'explode'. Haha. Fever gone down abit le, but came back again ): Went school for 2 hours and then kn send back. Wish bi's here w me now laaaaaaa.
Hmmm, I regretted. For what I did, for how I used to be. If not for all those, we would be even happier now. If not for me, if not for my unstable feelings.
Treasuring someone is hard. Cos humans never learn. We won't treasure anything, until it's gone. I've lost you once before, & now, I'm sure, I will really really treasure you.
Wooohooo. It's the first time I see baby so hyper while talking to strangers that he's only met; like twice? Omg laaa, he became damn damn damn friendly. Cracking lame jokes, sharing camping experiences, etc. I enjoyed so much la! Just wokeup from a busy night. Everything went quite well, just that baby's like going MIA? Lol, guess he's working ba, that's why.
When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. (: Was quite shagg btw, menses come & I fell sick! It all happens in one whole unlucky day. Laughoutloud, niece's sitting beside me right now! She's drinking her water quietly, watching me type. I doubt she understands most of the words, at least some I guess.
My posts looks so empty laaaa! Sorry friends, my phone might be gone for quite some time :x
Baby, everything is so wonderful w you around. I'm looking forward to what's gonna happen later. & you know what? We gonna 2 months soon le~ Time files, & I'm loving it. :DD
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